Gonna swipe this from Susan, maybe this will cheer me up a bit.

Ten things you're grateful for

1. Friends 1st rule I live by: Always remember your friends. I don't really have so much of a special connection with anyone that I would give them a number to themselves, and I don't like to pick favourites. Basically I will always put my friends first, because I really enjoy seeing people I care about happy. I know that these people probably don't realise how much they mean to me, but I hope one day I'll be able to show them. For now though, I'm happy just spending time with them in any way I can. Though I will give special mention to Mark and Tom, who each hold a special place in my heart, and who I respect and appreciate more than anyone else in the world.

2. Ketchup Yeah everything tastes better with ketchup/tomato sauce. Without it, chips/potatoes, sandwiches, cheese, and loads of other crap just wouldn't be worth eating.

3. Music I only ever started listening to music when I was 14. Never sort of connected with any music until I was 16, when I came across Toto, who totally changed my life forever with their all encompassing music touching on matters of the heart and a generally fun sound. Rush and Genesis also really connect with me and I just enjoy listening to them. I suffer in silence far too often, music sorta helps me find a voice.

4. Maths There's something so comfortable about maths. I'm so terrible at it, but still...it feels right somehow.

5. Internets Being someone who doesn't get out much, the ineternet has always been there to help broaden my view of the world. Also, met some really nice people via the internet, who I never would have met aywhere else.

6. Hair My hair makes me feel I have some sort of idenitity, and I like that.

7. Ice cream Best anti-depressant I know. Tastes good too.

8. Cool summers breeze Just that little wind that cools you right down on a warm day, and runs right through your hair, making you realsie how truely alive you are...That's beauty right there.

9. Weetabix Let's face it, breakfast isn't breakfast without them.

10. Randomness Nothing like shaking things up a bit from time to time.

...Wow, that took bloody forever.